My life seems meaningless. I'm not worth anything.
I don't give a shit for anything, I just waste my time away with music, hopless love dreams and destruction of my body by smoking.
I'm not even a good daugther or sister. I don't help my family, I just use them up.
Spend money on useless CD's, clothes and makeup.
A spoiled bitch is what I am.
And yet, I sit here, and right a pathetic text about my own life?
Oh my fucking god.